tonks//kay//afiq

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there is something in my mind, i just cant figure out what it realy is. its stagering the very cells of my brain. i feel like someone is skipping inside my head and making funny noises just to annoy the shit fuck out of me. hmmm, whats that? no, im not on drugs. i wish i was at this point because i need something that will make me sleep for a very very long time. wait, u dont by any chance have some on you, do you? okay okay…lets seee, where was i…. i was ranting,…what about again? fuck i just wasted 2 lines, asking what was i talking about when i could just look at it up th.. fuck! i wasted another line explaining why i wasted the first two.. FUCK! why do i keep doing this!! ouh well…might as well waste another few..here i go.

where was i again?, right. the anoying bit. yhhess. my head. is fucking around with me. where is a shrink when u need one. i love paper. it makes me wana make paper balls out of them and pile them up in my bin and pretend they are snowballs. some people think somethings not right in my head, some monkey is throwing a ranch in the nooks of me brain, arrr scarvey, me thinks me gona make me some ye olde rum and sip me life away.. arrrr..ARRR.. ninja’s are better then pirates. sometimes i wish that life wont be this decieving. its like everywhere u see, in the advertisments, the movies, the magazine, u see all these things that show u how beautiful life can be and how sometimes its so beautifuly potrayed that it sucks the very shit hole of ur brain and wassh it with its brain washing detergent that fucks u up like a monkey and make u wanna run back into the forest and fuck a female monkey like an animal. wait, that sound utterly disturbing. anyways, i think im a patato, all hard and rough, but when boiled and treated the right way can be soft and yummy. topatoes are good.

i want to make a prediction, behold my senseless self predicting the unpredictable (only to me). i shall predict, what is to come tommorowwwwww…. hmmmmm.. im thinnking…….dont disturb me..wait…waittt……AHA! i predict that tmrw, water shall fall from the sky, it will be dark, dark greyish clouds from above, that will unshun itself and piss all over us because it hates our fucking guts cause were fucking polluting the air and the sky is pissing acid back at us because were too busy thinking about the pleasures in life, men are too busy salvaging wealth and leasure out of every shit they can dig out, out of their lives. they get too cought up with that shit that theyre secretly killing themselves in the process. oh whyyy.. whyy do we have to die in vainnnnn.. said the wolf to santa claus. my room is getting hot. i was told that the airconditioning in my room was fixed, but nay! it is not, if it was , i wouldnt be sweating like a naked panda! FUCK! hot hot heat. i like them. anyways, whos up for coffee?! yes u!? yess.. okay then lets have some so i could try and fall asleep while drinking it and maybe fall on the cup of coffee i made and burn my face so that i can be discarded as a retard, or a disabled face fucker, and so the whole civilisation thats been brought upon me can insult my very delicate burns and scar thats made me who i am today, just cause i fell asleep on my cup of coffee. well, fuck you all. u dont know two fucks about me. for those who knows 2 or more fucks about me? ur excused, i love you, i love you soo muchh i wana shove a pinaple down ur throat and a durian up ur A-hole. okay, i know i know. that was too much of me. im sorry im sorry. i didnt mean to traumatise you like that, i only say it cause i realy wana do it and ive been thinking about it. im sorry if i offended you. you are a nice person. i would like to take you out someday, and maybe have some..ahem. i think im officialy bored out of my fucking head! thats if i even have one by the end of this. FUCK!

waaazaaappppp

im back and home atlast after a month of traveling around perth australia. i am too penat to mention and talk about the things i did, i will however do it over the course of these few months. anyways, its been awhile since i opend tumblr and whoa, looks like my darling has been up and about with tumblr, so banyak posts! anyways, i tak post banyak cause most of the time i would go out and balik lambat and penat and shit, so i end up sleeping. so now i shall tell you why, here are my reasons, and deal with it.

im excited to be home again with my gf. it feel lama macam sial. but its all good. unfortunately i only got to see her when i got back, malam, and the next day at 11am she had to balik melaka, so we both have to wait another how long b? another 4 days. deng. lama sial.

anyhow, will be posting up soon now that final sem is up. cant wait to get over and done with my dip, continue degree in perth and start planing for the future ;)

will hear from me soon. peace

afiq

hello afiq im at the cybercafe azza. she is doing her own research while im doing my own research. i have been looking up online for credit transfers, change courses and etc and see what univesities is uitm affliated to in Australia. i wasnt sure if UITM kasi transfer credit, cause i thought it was a clean cut course, you do ou shit for 3 years and after that you can do whatever the hell you want. if things goes well and i get whatever i need, i can go by end of the year. i actually can go by the time my sem ends, but my mom pfft say end of the year and it also depends on my dad. my mom dah green light. but oh well. i need to get back my pointer. bring up my grades and line clear.